I don’t like studying
Oh my god. Finally, I’ve got this page. Thank you, a.k.a. Bluebellybird, for helping me to publish this post now 🌸
I love learning new skills. Have you heard of a passive perfectionist? Yep, that’s me. For quite a long time, I used to live that way. What a perfetto plans and perfetto imagination! 🤌 But I imprisoned myself in a perfect frame. I didn’t realize it didn’t make sense for me. I didn’t know that ‘perfection’ doesn’t exist. I always exist as imperfect. Therefore, I’m eager to learn something new. Ironically, I don’t like to study because when I study something, if I can’t follow my study plan, it makes me mad. It feels like a loser. So, I accept myself as I am. (Because I know it’s the only way to keep studying, lol.) I like learning new things, but I don’t like studying.